Well, here it is, my last night in Albuquerque. And I have to say, I'm not exactly sure how I'm feeling right now. All the emotions I expected to feel have been there (anxiety, excitement, nervousness, sadness, etc.), but I honestly expected them to be a lot stronger than they are, and I honestly expected to feel them the strongest tonight. And maybe it's just because I'm tired, but I'm honestly not feeling much of anything right now, at this moment. Funny how that works sometimes. I guess time will tell if it's God's way of telling me that I'm on the right path. Maybe it's just because I've been waiting so long for this day, and it's finally here, so I'm feeling the way I feel just out of sheer relief that I finally get to take the next step.
I do know one thing for sure, though.... I am leaving New Mexico, the only place that I have called home for the first 25 years of my life, and embarking on a brand new journey. I don't know where it will take me, or even where I'll end up 5 or 10 years down the road, but I do know this: If I am indeed following God's will for me, that will all become clear in time. All I have right now is faith that God will lead me to where I'm supposed to be. And sometimes, that's all that's necessary.
Well, I'd best finish packing... I'll be sure to post an update when I get settled in in Toronto.
God Bless!
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