I also wanted to share something that I was thinking about today. I was thinking back about how I made the decision to become a Priest in the first place, and I realized that this weekend, it will be 1 year since I came to believe that God was calling me to Priesthood. It's amazing how those experiences stick with us, and although memories of other events over the past year have faded, that one remains clear as day. I can still see myself kneeling in the chapel on that vocation retreat, feeling a presence I had never felt before, and somehow just knowing that God was calling me. It was exciting, scary, nerve-racking, and a whole other host of emotions all at the same time! But over the past year, I have been amazed at how things have seemed to just "fall into place" so to speak, whether it be Fr. Chris Valka offering to take me to Toronto so that I could see more of the Basilians than what I had encountered in Las Cruces, or my being accepted as an Associate, or even my change in my Prayer life, where I started to make Daily Mass a priority over things like watching TV or taking an afternoon nap.
That isn't to say that this past year hasn't been full of challenges... in fact, if anything, the challenges I am facing are increasing as I draw closer and closer to my departure to join the Basilians, and begin my Postulency this summer. I am constantly reminded of my own sinfulness, and my unworthiness to respond to this call. But I know that where there is a will, there is a way, and if God's will is for me to become a Priest, He will help me to come to more fully know His grace and mercy, and help me to be the best Priest that I can be. I know that the road ahead is not going to be easy, but I have confidence that if my trust is in God, I will be able to make the journey a successful one.
And so, I ask for your prayers. Know that you will be in mine as well.
God Bless!
Thank you so much for inviting me to read your blog! First and foremost, it will be a great reminder to keep you in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteI feel so blessed to know you Steven, thanks for being so open about your beautiful faith. It really has been an inspiration. :-)